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hello.

i have nothing to say.... i just popped on and thought id leave you all a new journal to prove i didnt get hit by a train or something....

so yeah :]
been pretty uninspired lately, looking at horses makes me want to cry and puke all at the same time, so you can imagine why i wouldnt be drawing horses or looking at anyones art right now. theres a story behind that of course, if anyone cares to ask. but not one i am going to publicize. its somewhat embarrassing and depressing all at once.

anyway...
i have a job in thirty minutes so id better get moving.
laters...

the infamous,
Wulf

Rik: -cries-
Nel: great. -_-" i made you cry again.


i miss you Cat!! so much! i just saw our little mini rps on your old tilber picture and that one sketch of rik and Nel where he'd put flowers in her hair while she was asleep. those were fucking FUNNY. roleplaying Rik and Nel was fucking FUN. i miss those days )= 2005 man. thats how long ago it was.
Rik and Nel met in freakin like, december 2004 right? guess what. we've been friends since 2004 2005ish!! thats like four or five years Cat. i miss you a lot )= -sobchoke- you were/are my BEST online friend. sighsigh.... )=
i miss just talking to you and being silly with you. sighsigh... good old days.
<3<3<3

<3 <3

My friend gave me a wacom graphire4 tablet a few months ago. He gave me the software bundle disk that came with the tablet.
heres my problem... i cant make my tablet pressure sensitive. )= i do not know how to find or change the pen settings or set the shortcut buttons on my tablet. I tried to look it up online but suprisingly i could not find anything beyond a sales pitch. everyone must have perfectly working wacom tablets but me.
Ive tried looking in my programs and everything. i cant find anything. When i first pluggedf the tablet into the usb drive a little alert at the bottom of my screen said 'software installed' but no matter what i do i cant find the 'software' for the tablet or any kind of pen control panel or anything. several desparate searches of my entire hard drive have not turned anything up.
yes, i installed everything that came on the software bundle cd, which was photoshop elements and some crappy painter thing. nothing about the actual tablet, of course. fuck me.
Yet, i can use my tablet. obviously something right happened because when i move the pen over it the computer picks it up like a mouse. however i cant make it pressure sensitive. this is, understandably, extremelly frustrating.
If anyone knows how to help me or has had similar problems, please for the love of all things good help me out )=

yes. ive decided that a useful tool to improve my artistic ability and help me get used to photoshoop would be to try my hand at speedpainting. because speedpainting isnt a 'it must be perfect or else' thing, so it will be a good enviornment for me to force myself to learn :] hehehehe. -dances-

I USED TO BE LOVE DRUNK BUT NOW IM HUNG OVER
LOVE IS FOREVER FOREVER IS OVER
WE USED TO KISS ALL NIGHT
NOW ITS JUST A BAR FIGHT
SAY HELLO
THEN
GOODBYE

:] i am in love with that song. hehe.
didnt you miss me and my random song lyric updates? hehehehehehehe
dude.

i AM working on those requests. i promise. lol :]

as well as a picture of Nel for Cat... whom i love but who, like me, is never on really. )= those were the good old days, they were... sigh...